Happiness wanted!

I'm counting down the days to my 19th bday, counting and still counting.

I'm so freaking curious about what will happen on my bday ? Will I cry like hell, just like exactly what happened on my last birthday. FYI, I cried because someone heartless left me, without saying a proper goodbye, and he left me like I'm just a piece of shit. Maybe "brokenhearted" would explain what I felt last year. If I look back into those creepy day, I was soooo down that day. I cried all night long and I kept asking to God, "Why is this happening on my birthday ? I should've been happy today, but look what I've got!". I never wanna feel those sad feelings anymore, it was such a total breakdown for me.
Those bday wishes that came from my friends could make feel better. Some of 'em called me and sang "Happy Birthday" to me.

All I want for my brthday is HAPPINESS
I wanna feel the joy of my own birthday.
I wanna have a super big laugh with my friends. No more tears and sadness.

It's 2 weeks left till' my bday.
Let's see what will happen on that day. I hope something good will happen, and all my dreams will come true..

Don't forget to send me some bday wishes y'all! :)

Incubus rocked my ass off!

This is like my dream come true!
Finally I could meet time LIVE! I like them since I was in junior high. The first time when I heard "Wish You Were Here" from the Morning View album, I directly fell in love with those guys. Their music is so unique, they bring new sound to rock music. Especially with those special sound effects from DJ Chris Killmore which makes the band so special. Ooh I just love them to death!

I watched the concert all alone. No friends to be with. But nevermind! I'd watch them even I was alone. I arrived at tennis indoor on 7pm and I directly entered the venue. I sat at the tribune in front of the stage. The show started at 8.30pm. Without saying hello to their fans, they began to sang "Quicksand" from their latest album, Light Grenades. Oh man I was too excited when they showed up on stage. Brandon Boyd was sooooo fucking sexy and he was extremely cool! He's the sexiest man alive :D

After that, they sang some of their got song such as "drive", "wish u were here", and "nice to know you".

This is the list :
1. Quicksand
2. Kiss To Send Us Off
3. Nice To Know You
4. Wish You Were Here
5. Anna Molly
6. Vitamin
7. Favorite Things
8. The Warmth
9. Drive
10. Are You In?
11. Pistola
12. Talk Shows On Mute
13. Sick Sad Little World
14. Megalomaniac
15. Stellar
16. Circles
17. Aqueous Transmission



What made me dissapointed with the concert are, they didn't sing "dig" and "antigravity", I really expected them to sing those songs. And Brandon Boyd seemed cold to the fans, I mean, not as interactive as usual. :(
He only said a couple of word to the fans like "thank you" and something like that.

For the last song, they sang their chill out song "Aqueous Transmission". When the song ended, they left the stage one by one. Before Brandon left the stage, he said something that made the fans so hysterical, He said "you guys are so much fun tonight, we are sorry we haven’t been to Jakarta before. But I promise you we will see you guys really soon". See, you promise us, Brandon! :)

05.03.08, I will never forget this date, EVER!

Word Vomitting...

I didn't go to college today because I was too lazy to go there. Haha! There are several reasons why I didn't come today.
I'm too lazy to woke up early in the morning *like always*, but I suddenly forced my self to wake up and go to the bathroom. But then, When I poop, I got a problem with my digestive system. And I bet you already know what I mean... Haha!

I supposed to have anthropology class and accounting class today. But I've planned to attend the anthropology class only because I have to go home soon because I have to get ready for incubus's concert tonight. Plus, my university has a policy that allow student to not attend the classes on the first week of new semester. It means that the first week of every new semester all students are considered attending the class even if we are absent. Since I have a problem with my digestive system and that university policy , so why should I bother going to campus ????? And then I got back to sleep. :D

After my last relationship, I promise my self not to have another relationship with any other guy. My last relationship was okay *no, not with you, dutch bastard! I've moved on!!!!*
ehhm sorry for the bad words. Yeah my last relationship with this guy was really okay. It was a relationship with a guy from my highschool. But the thing was I realized that I wasn't ready for another relationship. I've had enough with it. SERIOUSLY.
the good thing is me and my ex from my highschool are still friend.
Now I'm being care less of everything that related to guy thing. For me they're all the same.

Okay, I'm done vomiting my words now.
I really can't wait for the concert tonight. Yeaaah Brandon Boydd, can wait to meet youuu! Haha. :D
I'll tell you about the concert tomorrow. See Ya!

Juno

Yeah, Juno McGuff!
I adore her so much. Well, not because of her pregnancy ofcourse. I dont know, I just adore her. She's pretty, very laid-back, innocent and funny. For those who haven't watched this move, you should watch this movie. This film is about a tomboy girl, Juno mcGuff, who got pregnant with her bandmate. Just like most pregnant teenager do, she thinks about abortion, killing her self and stuff. I know it sounds like just an ordinary cheesy teenage drama comedy, but in fact IT'S NOT! It's totally extraordinary! You have to watch it to prove it.

Fortunately, she decided to keep the baby and after the baby is born, she gonna give it to a couple who can't have a baby. She had found the perfect couple who wants to adopt her baby. But I love the way she lives her life with her big belly for 9 months. She doesn't regret it at all. And what suprise me the most is she still goes to school with pregnant belly. You know, a girl with a pregnant belly at school , all the kids at school always stare at her whenever she goes and they will give those mean words about you and stuff. Haha! This film is totally interesting, funny, out-of-the-box, and ...romantic. :D

The soundtrack is very interesting also. The music is catchy and easy-listening. The singer is not the famous band or singer that we often see on tv, they're not very famous but its worth to hear some of their music. When I heard the music on the movie I was like "oh, what's that song? It's good!". And I ended up with download all the songs from Juno's soundtrack from the internet. Haha! :p

Anyway, my schedule for this semester is really really fucked up.
I have to go to college from monday to friday, from 07.30 to 15.30, or 10.15-15.30 which is very sucks for me. Last semester I only went to college from tuesday-friday, I had no classes on monday so I can sleep longer. But now I won't have those glorious time anymore. Oh poor me! Well whatever it is, I have to make a resolution for this semester :

• No more skipping class! *yeah right, like I'm totally gonna do this*
  
• Don't be lazy
• Be on time
• Wake up @ 5.30am *which is sucks....*

I hope I can increase my GPA this semester. My GPA on my last semester, for me, was quite awful and still far from my expectation. Oh man I've been so damn lazy lately. Arrrgghhh!!
Oh and I won't forget this thing, i'll keep my eye on him ofcourse. : )

Staring at him is such a pleasure for me, and I don't know why...

Just like I told you on my previous blog post, I went to Bogor, the rain town with my friends yesterday.
We arrived there at around 4pm. One of my friend said that she wanted to buy some asinan bogor, so were we. So we went to Gedung Dalam to buy it. They say that its the best asinan in Bogor. It cost Rp.10.000 per pack. I bought 1 pack of fruit asinan for my mommy, she likes it so much. :D

After that, we went to Roti Unyil Venus. The place was soooo crowded. Since I was too lazy to line up so I didn't buy anything from that place. I always lazy to que on something when it's too crowded, especially for food. Oh what a waste! My frieds were like so excited to buy that roti unyil and they would line up to get those tiny bread! So what did I do there ? I just sat on the chair, eating martabak while I waited for them. Hey, the martabak was good tho! :D

So, after we went to Roti Unyil Venus, we went straight to Gumati cafe. Oh man, I was too hungry. And i can't wait to eat sundanese food too!
We arrived there at 5 pm. The cafe was beauuutifullll. We can watch the view of the mountain and the village from it. Hehe. I ordered nasi uduk. My 3 friends ordered nasi timbel, and the other one ordered mini nasi tumpeng. After we ate, we took some photos. Girls love to take a picture, don't they ? Hihihi. After we took photos we played Capsa, and I lost. Haha!














At 8pm the cafe's band started to play. My friends and me had some tricky idea. We decided to ask one of my friends, Monika, to sing with the band. Monika has a beaaauuuutiful voice and she auditioned for Indonesian Idol too. She agreed to sing with the band. Oh man, her voice was super great! Everyone in the cafe stared at her, poisoned by her beautiful voice. Haha!

It was already 9.30pm so we decided to go home.
Then I arrived at 10pm. I gave my mom her asinan that I bought and I went straight to my room and uploaded some photos to my facebook. Hehe.

Tomorrow is the first day of 2nd semester. And I have a shitload of activities tomorrow. Including the big meeting with the seniors and alumnae. Arrrghhhhh!!! :(

Hello, Blog!

Hello my freshly-made blog!

Nice to have you in my little part of life. You're my trashcan to my word vomit. Haha!
Oh well, its already 5 in the morning now. I have to go to sleep. Okay, I give you a little sneakpeak about what i've done all day.
Today I went to Bogor playin' around with my fellaz. We ate sundanese food (my favourite) @ Gumati, and took a shitload of photos. Yeehaaa!

Ok blog, im tired and im off to bed soon.
Promise to write you tomorrow. Bye! :)